Tiny bits of flicking lights in total darkness
5:42 PM Monday, September 21, 2009
Dear blog,Frustrated!!!!Im just so naive..
im just so fucking naive...
What can i say...
what i did for others is to make sure they are safe..
people around mi are safe...
and what did i get back in return...
Well... i dun wish to say anymore le...
my heart has already been shattered into many pieces...
from today onwards..
im no longer who am i anymore...
the usual theophilus will never be seen by anyone in this worl again..
anyway.. everyone hates him too...
im just so stupid from the start..
haisss.....................
well.. from my blog.. like what 've been saying..
im not the guy anyone pay attention to..
no one reads my blog.. no one wants to understand me..
many just keep saying they care but i just cant feel it..
its all just
BULLSHIT!!well.. im closing up the blog.. as you can see no one reads it..i shall use it to write how i feel..i know.. she has my password..if she ever cares which i believe she does..she will log in to see why i have lock it..i believe she will...From now on i will be a silent boy again..i will never want to care about others problems.unless someone can come show mi how to show love and care again..i've a very different thinking from everyone..i know.. but why others want me to accept them who they are..but why not the other way..i really just want to disappear from this world..but i kpt my promise to her.. and i will leave up to it..really hope someone will understand me and be there for me.i really love you darling..i cry for you everytime you are sad..i really wont leave you..i will keep all my promises..if you really need me..i will always be there for you..but i just be different..hope you will be there to pull me up agn..i really feel like crying out now..wo hen ai ni laopo!!i will pray for you every night to be happy and strong..i will do anything for you..i will never ever leave you darling..i will keep my promises..i love you...im really sorry..Labels: i will be the one around, when your world is falling down, you're not alone