7:58 PM Thursday, October 1, 2009
Dear blog,
this few days, she finally gave me her all.. i feel very happy..
very happy.. i feel that there is need not to worry about my prb..
i lyk the way we are right now.. i tried to tell her abt my prb.. bt seeing how happy is she right now i did not bear to say it out.. i did not mean to hode from her.. i just dun wan her to blame herself.. hahas.
but.. everything was fine until yesterday night..
everything went wrong..
it seems to be a nightmare.. and it last till this morning...
everyting was my fault...
its all my fault.. im really sorry..
i couldnt sleep.. i tried calling her many times..
i message her many times..
at 12.. i cycle to her house.. i feel really bad..
and needed to c her..
after that i cycle to simei.. loyang point.. tampines mart.. tampines stadium.. her new house.. giant.. elias.. dte.. park.. whitesand..
i tried to stop tinking of it.. and punish myself...
i couldnt jus stop tinking.. kept looking at my fone hoping she would reply..
cycle from 12am to 5am then i go home..
sit on my bed waiting for her msg..
she finally msg.. bt it broke my heart...
bt i cant blame her.. bcos is i who break her heart first..
i really need her.. i cant lose her.. i regret and hate myslef alot...
from now on.. i will make my presence unnoticable..
in fact.. im fated to do everything on my own...
im not really much important to anyone..
no one ever miss me..
everyone wants to escape from me..
im already happy that she did not break with me..
i will never repeat the same mistake again..
be happy my dear..
i will never leave you, sebrina..
whether she still believes me or not..
my love for you will never change..
and i will keep all my promises...
Now is 11.18 am.. im very tired le..
yesterday jog swim bring her home and cycle..
did not sleep at all.. should go catch some..
though i cant sleep now..
my heart is really aching and tired..
having fever..hais...
Labels: im really sorry..
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THEOPHILUS TAY
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