3:41 AM Sunday, April 5, 2009
Lately. had been feeling down and frustrated.
I know i blame you, see hwee but i did not meant for what i say. Its just that i dunno what i'm doing, being crazy just to escape from reality. I'm really sorry for what i have said to you.
Recently, also have been sending good night messages to sebrina and she did reply. i feel contented but somehow i still feel uneasy. Perhaps maybe i wanted more.
Envious of spencer too. I just don't get it. why cant he just cherish 'her' love for him. Just hoping that he would be in my situation and see how it feels like. Honestly. though his studies are good, i feel that he is alittle dump in dumping her. No offence ya. If i were him, i return all my love to her. Btw the songs you will be hearing in my blog were once heard in Sebrina's blog.I tried noting all down but couldn't.Those which i couldnt is when i tried forget her and did not read her blog.
Hmm forger her?? Sad to say i couldnt bring myself to do that la. Hahas!! Ya, i know i am being alittle lame stupid and naive in my thinking but i just cant help it.
I think i'll be giving myself until 2012 to wait for her. Maybe even more, who knows right!^^ So don't lose contact with me after this year ya.. OKies!! xp
Anyway i just want you be happy !! :D
Today update:
Manchester United v Aston Villa
10.55pm
GGGGOOOOOOOOO all the way RED DEVILS!!
Wahahahaaaaaaa!!
O and jia yi pls tag after reading!! ^^
~Byes!!~