4:07 AM Monday, April 13, 2009
Boring day.... well i dislike school lots and lots...
Its only for the morning assembly, recess and her if not i cant be bother to come to school.
Today i feel a whole lot of irritated and confuse...
Well.. irritated because she just suddenly disappear out again.. no messages and calls...
It could be that i did something wrong.. but just what did i done wrong now..
Confused because i dunno what to message to her.. i just cant think of anything to message her. During recess she sat de opposite table. Still feel alittle uneasy but tried to look at her.. hoping that she turn and i could say at least a ‘hi’ to her. But the few times i look at her.. she wasnt looking at all. Perhaps when i was looking away. Im just thinking too much. Therefore, i feel even worst after recess. And i insisted not to go for TKAM workshop.. neither do i want to go home. I wanted to go to the beach or the cinema to relax myself and try to calm myself down.
So.. after school, initially wanted to go to the beach but since brendon and elton said that they want to watch movie.. off we went. We went ehub watch Fast and Furious 4.
Well the show was nice la.. nt muuch comment.. Just that the cars were nice.. the hot babes .
Lols.. joking. Wel but this time i just keep thinking of 'you' through out the whole movie.
Like what elton say.. i start the day thinking of you.. i end the day thinking of you.. Its just too deep le....
Will there be a miracle one day?? Guess i just have to wait and know the result later on. I really dun mind and hope you too. I just want to step into your life. I just want to be there for you. And i just want you to be HAPPY. Will wait for you till u accept mi at your own will....
2012? More? It definitely be more than 2012. Promise.
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